Didnt slp well last nite .
Firstly .
Cos alot things was on my mind .
Secondly .
Its cos my fan broke down . -.-
Ytd got so emo tat i smsed Jr .
Me-Jr:Haix . Jr . I very emo now . I really regret eating so much last time . How i wish i can have taeyang's body , daesung's charming smile , as cute as GDragon , As handsome as TOP , rap as good as TOP n GDragon , dance as well as taeyang .. Jr please tell me .. Is this a dream tat will vnr come true ? Haiix .. i lost wendy .. im losing my kor .. am o really fated to be alone ? Isit wrong to have a dream tat will vnr come true .. Jr .. N lv are so near .. did i wake up too late ? Has my fate been sealed .. Isit True tat humans can nvr win fate ?Isit True tat if u are lack of talent , juz work twice as hard n will sucess ? Or isit no talent means no talent , no matter how hard i work also no use ? can u please ans me .. Please ?
Jr-Me:Im wrong . Talent is something tat i need to uncover myself . im so scared of doing things , i everytime think of wad impression i give ppl . impression has made me a ah gua to do anything . who cares abt wad ppl think of me . they also not my parents . Im a ah gua tat scared to do anything cos i think too much wad impression i give ppl . Sometimes he feel lyk whacking me . How ppl discover they got talent ? cos they go try things then they know whether they are talented in tat area .
Haiish .
Then recently i agure wif my kor abt meeting each other .
He said something which is quite hurting to me .
He said , since for the past one yr , each time he ask me out , i reject , why dont we treat it as we nvr met b4 , even next time on street , saw each other , treat it as nth happen .
Haiish .
Wad he say reminds me of a song .
Big Bang's HaruHaru .
There is a part saying tat .
It would have hurt less if we didnt meet at all , hope u will bury our promise of being together forever baby .
Haiish .
Somehow ..
My mind is in a blank .
LOL .
Nvm ..
I shall go .. find some stuff to do ..
7:25 AM