Haiix .
I had enuf of life !
I cant wads the point of living !
Today my sister n my grandma went out to buy a washing machine without telling until 5 plus then they cant back .
When they cant back they told me they didnt buy anything for me to eat .
I was very pissed off .
I was lyk u go out until so late then come back then tell me there is nth to eat. why didnt u give me a call if u are not buying anything home .
Soon dinner time came .
My grandma came to say sry .
I told her .
Wads the point of saying sry now ?
Its not the point of saying sry or not .
I told her tat .
U shld know my char .
I said donwan eat means donwan eat .
No one can change it .
I think throught le .
Wads call home ?
Isit only a place for me to slp ?
Wads family ?
Isit pplz who juz care for u abit more then frens ?
Wads love ?
I tried to believe in love .
I surpress emo and harted in my heart .
But again n again the pplz who i believe in try to make me go back my old self .
Im dono wad to do now .
Love or harted .
Which one can give me power .
Is revenge tat important .
Is there really no 1 u can trust in this world .
-Sigh-
7:13 PM